I wonder why everytime I think that my life is going to get easier; it never does. When I was younger, I dreamed that I would be married, taking care of my own family and seeing some type of peace in the world. Now I have a pair of cousins, that are currently in marital strife, all because one leaned on external force, instead of the Lord or the internal part.

School is going alright. Last semester, I earned a 3.8 g.p.a. I was so estactic. I really worked hard on that. Now if I could only get some help on the tuition, so that I can finish my Associates. I know have new education goals, as soon as I get my AGS, I want to achieve my Bachelors. I am leaning towards Business, but also I have always been good at English, Computers, Fine Arts. I just need to get my life in enough of an order to understand what Heavenly Father wants me to accomplish in this time of my life.

I wish that I could find someone who can accept me for me. I love that my siblings have found that with thier spouses. I love seeing that Ryan and Sabrina are perfectly paired, and Richard and Bambi are both athetlically inclined but at the same time are able to challenge and accept each other.