I just can't help, but feel supremely lonely, at the moment. A friend and I were talking yesterday, and he reminded me about how much I was tormented in High School. I am not saying this to put any one down, I did have some really good friends.
But, it got me to thinking. Have I really changed from high school? Have any of us really changed? I am still very lonely. In the past I enjoyed Halloween, but now all it does is feel me with dread. All halloween is, anymore, is the reminder that the family/loved one holidays are coming. Four months of reminding me of the blessings, I have not been allowed to have. Please, don't get me wrong; I love seeing my siblings and their children, and how much they have grown. How every day, most people know of the emotion of knowing that no matter what, they are LOVED and CARED for.
